My family (mom and dad and I) have run into a but a financial problem, if we can solve it it will result in a difference in $7500 per year. Which is pretty much for us. I have an idea of how to solve it and will try to pursue that direction. This is definitely a change. Beforehand I would almost just shut down in the face of this kind of problems.
I also realized that a female friend I have, wasn't really a friend, but a "friend". She is an energy-vampire. Really trying to undermine those who she can undermine, and me being in the state I have been, I have been susceptible for this, but had some resistance to actually realizing this. As I am becoming more self-empowered (wow!) I realize that I don't need that shit in my life. I don't have a responsibility to stay friends with her. So I have decided that she can gracefully go f*ck herself. She's out.
I also realized that a female friend I have, wasn't really a friend, but a "friend". She is an energy-vampire. Really trying to undermine those who she can undermine, and me being in the state I have been, I have been susceptible for this, but had some resistance to actually realizing this. As I am becoming more self-empowered (wow!) I realize that I don't need that shit in my life. I don't have a responsibility to stay friends with her. So I have decided that she can gracefully go f*ck herself. She's out.
