04-29-2019, 10:17 AM
Had a really painful day today. i felt naked and exposed. Not able to shield myself of the environment. But it's growth. I'm getting there. To be in control, I need to pass the deep waters of being aware first. I know it's just something I am passing through, and that feels reassuring, a feeling I haven't felt in a long time. Also feel some anger and dedication coming up.