04-28-2019, 02:55 PM
Day 30:
I've been re-reading Mat's post from yesterday, and I think I may have a hard time letting go of the illusion of lacking control. Like maybe I'm afraid to let go of struggle, because I find meaning in it. Like I'm worried that if I let go of struggle, I'll have let go of meaning. I'm afraid to accept my own divinity.
I've been re-reading Mat's post from yesterday, and I think I may have a hard time letting go of the illusion of lacking control. Like maybe I'm afraid to let go of struggle, because I find meaning in it. Like I'm worried that if I let go of struggle, I'll have let go of meaning. I'm afraid to accept my own divinity.