04-07-2019, 04:49 PM
(04-07-2019, 09:23 AM)Greenduck Wrote: Something is definately changing. I'm feeling like I am between two dimensions and am not really understanding where I am or where I am going. It's like I'm not used to understanding things from this new perspective (which makes sense I guess). I'm more and more able to stay grounded in my body, and today during dinner my mom was so damn agitated that I haven't seen her like that ever. Muttering and just behaving very weird, slamming cutlery, and just behaving like a mental-patient almost. She is definitely an energy vampire and make me feel very uncomfortable, but as I stay grounded, I notice that she can't "get to me" in the same way. I am starting to be my own person. Is this shift what makes her that agitated? And the moment after dinner she can somewhat be almost "normal" or at least not showing this agitation. I can't really understand it.
Very good you were able to stay that calm, credit to LTU.
I was thinking similar to Shannon, that it may be her response to changes in you and her feeling like she's 'losing control' and can't manipulate you anymore so is turning it up to try to get you to go back.
