Transcendent Sith Lord's LTU 5.0 Journal

[DarthXedonias]

FRM is on pause while I build these programs. I will continue looking for the rest of it after that.

DMSI final for 3.x branch will hopefully have FRM final. I think we probably have one program version between 3.3.1 and the final version. It's finally coming to the point that it should be functioning and functional for most people in the not too distant future.

Hey @Shannon I did have an update for you. Eh, I think it might help with the UM/OP thing you talked about but also goes with other subs. Not sure how helpful this will be but it is one resistance tactic I am noticing (related to one you mentioned to me). I have noticed something similar to the tactic you mentioned about distraction while I was on 3.3.1. Well, I'm noticing now what will happen is that for days at a time I will get majorly distracted from doing any work until the point that I believe the sub instructions keep building up in my mind that they overpower the resistance tactic. Once I take the first step (in this case doing my course work) its like things just fall into place and I am a kind of different "zone" when working. Its like I am focus on nothing but that. Of course I end up getting a course or two done then I repeat the whole process. 

From what I'm gathering, this seems similar to my 3.3 experience where I was terrified of going outside so I would just distract myself from having to go outside or order food to be delivered. It would seem to me that what happens is a part of me realizes if I take that first step that once I start I will just start executing. Therefore, it seems like the main brunt of resistance is with taking any first step to execution because afterwards it is probably impossible to resist. Thing is I'm not sure if this is true for the other titles that make up LTU 5.0 but I'm leaning towards that being the case. So, its possible that the E3 component is experience this build up of having to deal with an issue until I finally take the first step of dealing with it and then I fully execute then it starts all over again. Anyway, thought I would let you know about this since this does seem to be a recurring cycle that I am now realizing i'm in. Hopefully with time the resistance to taking the initiative towards executing gets easier. I will keep an eye on the situation and report when needed.