03-06-2019, 07:06 PM
(03-06-2019, 06:53 PM)FluffyBunny Wrote: Been on 3.3.1v for about 3 weeks now.
I don't know what do say, I am extremely unhappy with my life at the moment...
Like I have everything... and I just cannot find something that motivates me...
I got back to my home town roughly two weeks ago...
within one week went on a tinder date with a hot girl. slept with her on the first date as usual. my rate is like around 90% first date sex..
Then the following week met up with another hot girl slept with her too. now this girl is like a smoke show...20 year old. and i still feel like its "nothing new"
Saw the first girl again this week, about to see the second girl in few days...
Weird enough though the only one girl i care about after 3 months finally got the chance again back in town i texted her and she didnt reply...=_= this girl is the only one that can gives me feelings. its really rare for me to find a girl i can like, guess this will be a patience game with this one.
Ive gotten to the point where its boring having these lays, feels very pointless. dont get me wrong sex if fun and the girls love it when i dominate the heck out of them for good hours. But emotionally i feel VERY EXTREMELY unsatisfied/depressed/apathy about my current life.
I dont worry much about money either.. i feel like im just going through the motion. Kinda stuck too because not many people are in my spot where sex is regular with hotties, money isnt issue, and most people would want my life when they see it from the outside.
Any advice is welcome...
Throw it all away and either become homeless like Ekhart Tolle or become a monk.
