02-28-2019, 06:44 PM
(02-27-2019, 08:32 AM)K-Train Wrote: The progress that I made early on with DMSI is gone. I feel like a completely different person now. Weak, unassertive, and f*cking beta. Weeks ago my fears were being hunted down like pigs. Now I'm feeling blah. For those familiar with pheromones it essentially feels like an A1 overdose. Hard to look people in the eyes. Zero motivation to go after women....man I could go on and on with this BS.
I will say I am extremely grateful for Shannon posting about the types of resistance. I've been tempted to give up and say "DMSI doesn't work, it hasn't done anything for me" however it appears I'm currently dealing with Type 3 and Type 5 resistance. Maybe even Type 13 because when I logically analyze the situation in years prior I wasn't as aware of shit whereas now if I try to self-sabotage, run away, or make up excuses I'll recognize it as such. So I guess part of me is "winning" but it just doesn't feel like it right now.
I'm experiencing very the same things now and was thinking about giving up on the sub too. I increased the volume siginificantly (headphones, the volume 20%->37.5%) yesterday and today it seems to be a way much better.
