02-07-2019, 08:13 PM
(02-07-2019, 06:48 PM)Shannon Wrote: Just so you know, I have been aware of this issue for you and others for a little while now, and FRM 4.2+ have attempted to solve it. The first version that went public is 4.4. Would you say that 4.4 is helping with this, or is there more work to do in this direction?
Quick answer: yes and yes
Reasons why I believe it's [FRM4.4] currently helping:
1) I'm actually aware of the issue. I feel before my subconscious tried to hide it for survival purposes.
2) I'm sharing the information. At this point in time I believe that me not posting much had as much to do with fear as anything else. If I share my experiences then you [Shannon] might inevitably come up with a way to bypass fear thus "killing" my younger self.
3) Since the introduction of FRM I've felt a massive difference. DMSI V3.2 was cool and had it's moments but the feelings of bliss from the FRM when they hit are otherworldly.
Improvements to be made:
One realization that was brought to my attention through using DMSI is this: the parts of you that currently exist never truly "die". Who you were at 12 years old still exists just with a different amount of experience. The thing is you want the knowledge garnered from your 12 year old self without the fear associated with its memories. So basically, you are convincing all the fearful parts of you that they are NOT going to die, that death really is impossible because we are all made of energy and energy cannot be destroyed only transformed.
I believe the key is removing "death". Death as viewed by my subconscious means "the end" or the start of something terrible (possible oblivion/nothingness). So if the subconscious believes that execution will not equal death then that should help things along. IMO
Also, having the desire to confront fear head on has helped MASSIVELY.
