05-01-2012, 07:43 AM
Day 32: Today is the last day I'll listen to the first stage. I've had some emotional downs lately, it seems to happen when piles of old programming get together and make themselves visible to me... and it finishes soon, usually if I stop whatever way I was diverting my attention on, and pay attention to the feelings with acceptance (yes, it's sometimes painful to experience, but it goes away fast that way).
Despite many things have cleared up in me already thanks to this program, I have evident remains of limiting programming related to relationships with women that is still showing up. I wish the next stages have some affirmation to encourage letting them go, as the first had.
Anyway, it seems positive results keep coming more and more frequently, despite the way I feel. But when I feel badly, it's like I cannot accept it... as I couldn't handle it, appreciate it or even feel worth to receive it.
Areas I would love to focus clearing on, in the upcoming days, are: stepping outside my house more, letting go of trying to control my life, meeting cute women for friends or more in person easily and frequently, releasing my baggage sooner (instead of waiting for it to get insupportable).
That's all for now... I'm ready, and I look forward, to step into Stage 2!
Despite many things have cleared up in me already thanks to this program, I have evident remains of limiting programming related to relationships with women that is still showing up. I wish the next stages have some affirmation to encourage letting them go, as the first had.
Anyway, it seems positive results keep coming more and more frequently, despite the way I feel. But when I feel badly, it's like I cannot accept it... as I couldn't handle it, appreciate it or even feel worth to receive it.
Areas I would love to focus clearing on, in the upcoming days, are: stepping outside my house more, letting go of trying to control my life, meeting cute women for friends or more in person easily and frequently, releasing my baggage sooner (instead of waiting for it to get insupportable).
That's all for now... I'm ready, and I look forward, to step into Stage 2!
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