Transcendent Sith Lord's DMSI 3.3 D Journal

[DarthXedonias]

With the new version of FRM being finished up I thought I would take stock of how its been like up to this point but I ended up figuring out more last night. I really thought about what has gone over the last 2 versions of DMSI and I pretty much was able to concisely put into words how I was resisting up to this last year.

First off though I did notice with 3.1 it was sort of different. That was the one I actually saw the most results with, at the beginning, until the whole redefining terms and reversal resistance set in. 3.2 is where things started to change. With 3.2 B it a "Scorched Earth" response where my anger, hate and rage was manipulated to fuel resistance and if any of those emotions started to lower a external event would manifest itself to refuel those emotions. On 3.2 A it was to increase or magnify my feeling of apathy. This is where the sniper wouldn't activate because I would look at a women and just say (every single time) "I don't care". Like My sex drive and sexual interest was turned off. Now with 3.3 (and pretty much any sub with FRM) its been to feel absolutely no motivation or will power to do anything.

After I realized the different ways I have resisted since 3.2 D, I recognized a common theme among all of them. It seems the overall method of resistance is to: "artificially" manipulate an underlying emotion that will de-rail execution. This can be done by artificially increasing and magnifying an underlying emotion (Anger, rage, hate, apathy, etc) or decreasing an emotion to being almost non existent (motivation, will power, sexual desire, etc). Either way, thought I would point that out since up to this point I hadn't really had a concise way to explaining what is going on. This is obviously different from the 3.1 days where it was messing around with word terms and legalities.