Transcendent Sith Lord's DMSI 3.3 D Journal

[DarthXedonias]

Women seem to do that quite often. They always say they want to talk but as far there is something to talk about they rather disappear than talk. It can be very frustrating.

Tell me about it. Well, after some rest I'm mostly over it. I just try not to think about it as much because if I get that picture in my head I start feeling hurt and angry. I knew that I shouldn't have went back and took up the "friends" BS after the break up. That almost never, ever ends well and yet despite the fact that I should know better I did it anyway. If someone isn't going to treat you right in a relationship they sure as hell ain't going to treat you right as just friends.

Also, because of that whole debacle the other women that I was talking to got mad because when I didn't respond to her messages right away she assumed that I must have really liked the other women still and that I was ignoring her so she tried to just say "Go ahead and try to be with her.. I will just not even expect you to come visit me but thanks for talking to me those other times". After I told her I was actually busy at the time, and basically called her on this BS of her knowing what my intentions are and what I'm thinking at the time she actually surprised me by apologizing.

Granted, After her constant paranoia of maybe I'm just focusing on other girls instead of her and hence why I'm not replying to her I think this is probably a bad sign that I shouldn't pursue any further. Whenever Some girl is paranoid about you talking to some other women I always get the sneaking suspicion its a tell tale sign that she has been cheated on before and therefore she already has trust issues. Generally, I try to avoid any women like that.

Either way, I think this whole debacle has shown me something. I had already been thinking about this for a while but pretty much as soon as Ultra Monetary Success comes out I will be switching to that. I really have some things I need to pay off and given my future goals I think it will be really helpful for me. I really want to get another passive income within the next 5 years while I work in Korea so I can stop working soon afterwards. After much research I think I have decided as well that I will probably spend half my time in Thailand and the other half in the Philippines. If the reviews for the new LTU are good I might switch to that instead but not until I test out 3.3 in Korea or another country first. I want to see if my hunch about it working in another country is right.

That is all for now, see ya guys later.