12-08-2018, 01:21 PM
Day 19
Last Wednesday/Thursday were the break days; I was feeling pretty down. Back on the sub.
During the week I have it on my headphones at work and I use the hybrid track, but during the weekends I mostly rely on it being ultrasonic on the phone near my bed and on the speaker in my living room. And I'm not sure how I'm feeling emotionally. The sadness-grief is lingering underneath as if to say "ha ha I'm still here".
I had made the decision at Thanksgiving to move to USLM3 rather than wait for DMSI, and to stay on it until LTU showed up. I'm now struggling with that decision.
Last Wednesday/Thursday were the break days; I was feeling pretty down. Back on the sub.
During the week I have it on my headphones at work and I use the hybrid track, but during the weekends I mostly rely on it being ultrasonic on the phone near my bed and on the speaker in my living room. And I'm not sure how I'm feeling emotionally. The sadness-grief is lingering underneath as if to say "ha ha I'm still here".
I had made the decision at Thanksgiving to move to USLM3 rather than wait for DMSI, and to stay on it until LTU showed up. I'm now struggling with that decision.
I share the details of my life in my posts to help in the understanding of the effects of the subliminals I use. I am only open to advice that relates to the use of the subliminals.
