Transcendent Sith Lord's DMSI 3.3 D Journal

[Shannon]

Thanks for the reply, I must be getting close then. I noticed a similarity here of the part resisting just sabotaging anything that would "trigger" the instructions now. With 3.2 it was just to get rid of my sexual interest in any women so I didn't have to "activate" the program as it were. Now with this sub its make it so I don't feel anything, primarily fear, so I don't trigger the FRM. It must be getting desperate at this point that it can't out right resist the program and can only get around it by neutralizing anything that would "trigger" the program.

That did remind me of one thing that kind of supports this. Last week, Thursday or Friday, when I was getting that constant fear that was causing me to literally shake for hours it literally felt like my subconscious was trying to desperately resist the program head on. From what my intuition told me it seemed like it was trying to resist and "regrow" any fear that had been dealt with. The regrow part was the main thing that stuck out when I was analyzing what was going on. Needless to say i felt the part resisting was having no such luck, then after this happened I started just becoming emotionally "numb". Guess was it just switching tactics after it was apparently it doesn't have the strength or energy to combat the instructions head on.

This is a very good sign. It means the instructions are powerful enough and very difficult, if not impossible to sabotage. Obviously, it is trying to sabotage them, but even if it succeeds with v3.2 (and v4), I will find a way to stop whatever it comes up with.

This is why I have been willing to continue developing DMSI: I have been playing a long game that I can't lose. You guys come up with some resistance tactic or sabotage tactic, and I prevent it in the next version of the script. Over time, there will be nothing left to do but execute or run away. And as I have said before, I am going to try to make it impossible to run away.

So here's to persistence and perseverance.