Transcendent Sith Lord's DMSI 3.3 D Journal

[DarthXedonias]

I think that your tactic here is, "If nothing triggers fear, then I don't have to execute the FRM."

It may or may not work in the long term, I don't know. What I do know is that I am pretty sure already took care of that little tactic in v4.

When we hit v5, FRM should be virtually impossible to sabotage.

So keep going, I want to see if 3.2 kills that tactic over time.

Thanks for the reply, I must be getting close then. I noticed a similarity here of the part resisting just sabotaging anything that would "trigger" the instructions now. With 3.2 it was just to get rid of my sexual interest in any women so I didn't have to "activate" the program as it were. Now with this sub its make it so I don't feel anything, primarily fear, so I don't trigger the FRM. It must be getting desperate at this point that it can't out right resist the program and can only get around it by neutralizing anything that would "trigger" the program.

That did remind me of one thing that kind of supports this. Last week, Thursday or Friday, when I was getting that constant fear that was causing me to literally shake for hours it literally felt like my subconscious was trying to desperately resist the program head on. From what my intuition told me it seemed like it was trying to resist and "regrow" any fear that had been dealt with. The regrow part was the main thing that stuck out when I was analyzing what was going on. Needless to say i felt the part resisting was having no such luck, then after this happened I started just becoming emotionally "numb". Guess was it just switching tactics after it was apparently it doesn't have the strength or energy to combat the instructions head on.

In other news, I did get 2 free snacks from the gas station I go to every once in a while. The women gave them to me for free because they got a whole extra box of them that they didn't need. One other thing is I will be getting back into trading stock options again, will probably start Friday since tomorrow is a holiday. I am slightly annoyed about something. Had I not been in this numb state the past few days there is a good chance I could have paid attention to a certain couple of stock options I was interested in and could have already been sitting on 75k to 500k at the moment. Sigh, still annoyed about missing that but there will be other chances. Will see if there is any good chances that present themselves on Friday.