04-05-2012, 03:06 PM
Day 5: I had around 12 hours of exposure to the subliminals. During my sleep, I intuitively felt a big openness around my sexuality, the thoughts said this was the biggest sexual openness I've ever had... and it felt like that 
During the day I noticed again that I'm way more focused (automatically, just naturally, without even needing to put intention on focusing better) on what has to be done, and I make it happen easily and elegantly. At the super market I felt once again at ease, really calm and confident, carefree, in the moment, socially open, happy, smiling and laughing easily... checking out the girls there that I liked, apparently without any neediness and without worrying about them. Later, an old family issue came up once again... I've struggled with this one for long... Because of issues like this one showing up, I stopped my self improvement work several times already in my past, even when I was having really lovable results. I thought about quitting... but my intuition encouraged me to keep at it, to just continue with the subliminals. I took responsibility for the cause of the issue and I had at least part of it released.
Day 6: Around 12 hours of subliminal training again. Many disgusting feelings have come up, such as neediness, self doubt, frustration, unfairness, lack of deservingness... behind them there were old beliefs that were supporting them. Again, my intuition said: keep at it! So I follow humbly. The feelings lost power soon. On the positive side, I realize I'm getting more and more comfortable talking to other people, and being close to them feels better. I seem to be caring less whether women are checking me out, paying attention to me, liking me or not.
Shannon... do you realize your work is literally making this world a better one??? You're not only positively affecting your clients, but the whole reality, people and situations around us! I think I can easily reach a point where I'm afraid my gratitude won't be able to express how much grateful I am to you!!! Honestly
During the day I noticed again that I'm way more focused (automatically, just naturally, without even needing to put intention on focusing better) on what has to be done, and I make it happen easily and elegantly. At the super market I felt once again at ease, really calm and confident, carefree, in the moment, socially open, happy, smiling and laughing easily... checking out the girls there that I liked, apparently without any neediness and without worrying about them. Later, an old family issue came up once again... I've struggled with this one for long... Because of issues like this one showing up, I stopped my self improvement work several times already in my past, even when I was having really lovable results. I thought about quitting... but my intuition encouraged me to keep at it, to just continue with the subliminals. I took responsibility for the cause of the issue and I had at least part of it released.Day 6: Around 12 hours of subliminal training again. Many disgusting feelings have come up, such as neediness, self doubt, frustration, unfairness, lack of deservingness... behind them there were old beliefs that were supporting them. Again, my intuition said: keep at it! So I follow humbly. The feelings lost power soon. On the positive side, I realize I'm getting more and more comfortable talking to other people, and being close to them feels better. I seem to be caring less whether women are checking me out, paying attention to me, liking me or not.
Shannon... do you realize your work is literally making this world a better one??? You're not only positively affecting your clients, but the whole reality, people and situations around us! I think I can easily reach a point where I'm afraid my gratitude won't be able to express how much grateful I am to you!!! Honestly
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