10-08-2018, 03:16 PM
To add onto the last update. I was looking through the store and reading up on E2 and DMSI, fully thinking that I should make a switch after 96 days of E1, instead of the originally planned 192 days. But I am sure that I am resisting something still and am trying to get the hell away from E1. I had a lot of dreams last night, the most in a while, and although today I generally feel well, I have this feeling that a breakthrough is imminent. The dam wall is about the burst, I can notice a powerful optimism below a surface level of sadness. I wouldn't be surprised if I cry again in the coming days. I haven't kept track of it but I seem to cry about once a month running this subliminal compared to never crying before it.
