10-06-2018, 03:06 AM
The emotional pain is mega, it feels like my heart has been sliced with a knife on the right side of my heart, towards the middle of the chest. Me not like this.
Taking time off and then returning to US/LM, is looking really appealing right about now. This emotional pain is not worth it.
Lack of women on same wave length on Tinder/Bumble, makes me feel like shit also.
When I speak to women on there or swiping, I remember how much I liked my ex girlfriend. I know these thoughts are a trap but It makes me realise It would be more healthy for me not to get involved with any women for quite a while. Focusing on myself, my goals, my life and achieving what I want to achieve for myself is far my important ....and then if a girl on the same wavelength comes along futher down the line, then great.
I never have been a guy into just sex, I need much more than that with a woman, sex is icing on the cake. I like attractive quality women with substance and if I am honest for me to attract them kind of women and be content and happy staying with them in my own mind and body, then I need to fulfil more of my own potential.
I have improved a lot, but who I am now is nowhere near even started to fulfill my potential. I want to be independent, self sufficient and fulfilling my potential and being happy with my self and my life AND THEN a woman can compliment my already fulfilled life.
I'll let you know when I feel better.
Taking time off and then returning to US/LM, is looking really appealing right about now. This emotional pain is not worth it.
Lack of women on same wave length on Tinder/Bumble, makes me feel like shit also.
When I speak to women on there or swiping, I remember how much I liked my ex girlfriend. I know these thoughts are a trap but It makes me realise It would be more healthy for me not to get involved with any women for quite a while. Focusing on myself, my goals, my life and achieving what I want to achieve for myself is far my important ....and then if a girl on the same wavelength comes along futher down the line, then great.
I never have been a guy into just sex, I need much more than that with a woman, sex is icing on the cake. I like attractive quality women with substance and if I am honest for me to attract them kind of women and be content and happy staying with them in my own mind and body, then I need to fulfil more of my own potential.
I have improved a lot, but who I am now is nowhere near even started to fulfill my potential. I want to be independent, self sufficient and fulfilling my potential and being happy with my self and my life AND THEN a woman can compliment my already fulfilled life.
I'll let you know when I feel better.
