Weekend was great! Went to a collegiate conference featuring a bunch of schools and met some really cool people. I wasn't stuck in my head that often and ended up attracting a lot of women. I also for the first time EVER approached a girl for a dance at a ritzy little jazz party but got rejected BUT IT DIDN'T FAZE ME!! It was incredible how nonchalant I was about it! I got back with my group however later in the night that same girl ended up coming over and asking for a dance. She was cute and she asked me if I knew how to ballroom dance and I said "it's never to late learn!" I knew a bit, and managed to get by quite well.
ASC's effects are incredible. I'm on my 76th day and the effects are meshing with my natural personality. I rarely get nervous and I am able to conquer my fears much easier. The "problem" now is that I'm finding I don't care much for people all that much. Even though I went with a group I found myself walking off around the hotel alone however I enjoyed it very much and had no negativity come up to bring me down. Even though my ability to socialize is better I'm finding that I simply like solitude and being alone. I think before the fear of being labeled "outcast" forced me to socialize but as ASC's effects grow I am become more inclined to simply let conversations die off or simply remain quiet as I did when I went to a small party Saturday night.
ASC's effects are incredible. I'm on my 76th day and the effects are meshing with my natural personality. I rarely get nervous and I am able to conquer my fears much easier. The "problem" now is that I'm finding I don't care much for people all that much. Even though I went with a group I found myself walking off around the hotel alone however I enjoyed it very much and had no negativity come up to bring me down. Even though my ability to socialize is better I'm finding that I simply like solitude and being alone. I think before the fear of being labeled "outcast" forced me to socialize but as ASC's effects grow I am become more inclined to simply let conversations die off or simply remain quiet as I did when I went to a small party Saturday night.
