Transcendent Sith Lord's DMSI 3.3 D Journal

[Shannon]

Wow, that's early!

The first time I hesitated to press play - out of fear - was DMSI 3.1. Didn't happen on 3.2, rather, just experienced a shit-ton of self-sabotage resistance in myriad forms. And random bubbles of fear, where something would just pop in my head - like vivid visualizations of getting in a car accident or fearing about my kids suddenly dying. Scary shit!

Hopefully as 3.3 approaches, real TID will *reduce* fear - indicating the fear removal module, etc - *work well.*

I do actually wonder about that because I did notice something different about the TID for 3.2 and the TID for 3.3. When I got TID for 3.2 it constant TID for like 3-4 weeks I think. With this TID it seems to be way more sporadic and seems to be random. I think the reason why I might still be getting a fear reaction is because I'm guessing the TID doesn't have the full power of running the actual program. So, there can still be some sort of resistance to TID I think. I guess we will have to see if the resistance lessens as we get closer to release day.

Exactly. TID is like running the program at stupid low levels of volume and gradually increasing until you get to the point that you actually press play.

It will begin at levels too weak to achieve its goals, but it's influence will continue to increase until you achieve full effect.

So what you're seeing is that it's working, and then the fearful part resists and you experience fear, and then it works again and the fear goes away.

The key is getting the change to fully take place so it doesn't give you tides like that.