DMSI 3.2

[Oversoul]

@"kingpill" , he seems to have a fear. I could be wrong though. He doesn’t seem to be jealous, neither am I. He is socially awkward. we ended up socially isolated through life choices and circumstances. I eventually became socially awkward also, most likely because of the lack of social activity. I also developed social anxiety that developed after some bad experiences with some of so’s coworkers. I do blame so to a great extent because he knew what these people were like, yet he painted a completely different picture of them to me. He made this same mistake with many other people.

He also would either refuse to introduce me to people or he would introduce me at the wrong time. He would act like I was invisible and create social tension and discomfort by making it obvious that he didn’t want these people to meet me. As if he was embarrassed of me. Horrible, I know. He introduced me to some women who did not want to meet me for whatever reason. One was rushing out of a building, when he rushed over to her to “ introduce” me. The woman clearly did not want to be bothered, but shook my hand awkwardly before running off. Some very important people in our social world paid attention to this, and eventually they didn’t want to talk to me either. He claims that he was just eager to help me socially! I would believe SO that these were just awkward mistakes, but the fact that he made these so called mistakes repeatedly makes me think that he is cruel and wants to keep me isolated.

I see, the problem seems to arise from social awkwardness/ not reading people the same way/ not reading people well enough more than anything else.