08-07-2018, 05:10 AM
Well, thought I would update for a bit. I decided to keep the original title because in addition to having the effects of US/LM I am still getting what I perceive to be TID experiences from 3.3. Matter of fact, they seem to be working in tandem at times which is interesting. The TID experiences seems to be mostly internal and , like just now, happen when I'm either about to go to sleep or soon after a wake up. As of now, it seems the main priority that is seeming to keep being brought to the forefront of my mind is that I need to get out of this country. Its like its constantly going through my head and I'm constantly looking at my options to get out of here as soon as possible.
Right now it seems I have 3 options. The first one is to wait til I finish my TEFL certificate (more on that later) and get involved in that teaching online program I was talking about. With that money all I would have to do is wait a month or 2 until I get all my debts taken care of, buy a new Oneplus 6 which supports dual sim cards so I can get connection in the country of my choice, and then I could move straight to the Philippines (or another country of my choice) soon after. I do like that option quite a lot as that means I could see that girl ,who I am still talking to, fairly often if not every other day.
My second option is to get my TEFL certificate and teach in China for a bit. I found to my surprise that do to high demand and often loosing to English teachers picking Korea instead of China, China has significantly raised its pay and benefits package for English teachers since the last time I checked there. Essentially they are paying 2.1K USD up to 4K USD per month (average local makes only 1kUSD per month), free flight to China, free accommodation (sometimes utilities are included), 3 meals a day, internet access, and lots of times a end of contract bonus. The good thing is they only require a TEFL certificate right now seeing as the demand is so high. I would probably stay there a few years to build up my capital (of which I've remembered a very good way to do that) then move to the Philippines to start my hotel business.
The Third option, which will have me stay here longer, is getting my TEFL cert, waiting to finish my degree, and then move out of the country to have more options of countries to teach English in. Quite frankly this is my least favorite option out of the bunch because I would have to stay in this country longer. Granted, if I go this route I will be able to teach in Korea, Thailand, Japan, or the middle east. I'm very tempted to go the middle east route due to the high pay and the fact that I do find some Arab women pretty hot. So I would be interested to see how DMSI would affect the women there. Mind you I'm aware of the customs there and am not opposed to marriage. I'm only opposed to marriage in countries where the guy can get royally screwed over by the bias divorce courts. I would find this interesting also because in case no one knew Arabs have a "propensity" to look down people of dark skin tone so if I was able to get involved with a girl from there (most likely marriage) then it would kind of show off the power of what Shannon is doing with DMSI in such a cultural climate.
Either way, those are my options at the moment. Option one would be by far the quickest while option three would be the longest. So far I'm only on point. I ended up buying an TEFL online course for only 175 USD which so happens to be during a sell in which they have offered the course for the cheapest they ever have. I sort of owe that to probably LM. Also, even though the course is an 120 hour certificate course I found out that it doesn't really take 120 hours to complete and one person said you could easily get it done within 3 days if you really work at it. Another thing I have to put down US/LM is the fact that I opened the course and without even really thinking about it I got through a good portion of it without even trying and barely taking any breaks. Before this would have been unheard of and usually I would procrastinate. I'm hoping to be done with the course by later this week or early next week then options 1-2 will be easily available to me.
More on the moving thing though. There seems to be 2 prime things motivate this move. The first seems to be I'm just tired of living in American culture and dealing with most Americans in general. Getting tired of the attitudes, rudeness, sense of entitlement, and plain stupidity. Add on top of all that that I live in a state where you have a high amount of feminist, SJWs and soyboys and things kind of get unbearable. I can't tell you the amount of BS I have heard of people trying to get other people fired for simple opinions or guys getting accused of rape with no evidence while everyone believes the chick with , once again, no evidence at all. I actually have one of my co-workers who practically believes (hook, line, and sinker) that there are either no false allegations or very few at all. On top of that, at least from what I think DMSI has changed in me, I just have little time for head games in relationships and I notice lots of women around here play these which just turns me off big time.
The second thing that seems to be motivating this is related to something Thor had mentioned (btw Thor thanks for that encouraging PM you sent). Quite frankly my family members are controlling (mainly my mother) and don't respect me at all. My father is controlling but I don't have worry about him since hes in Texas and I haven't spoken to him in almost a year nor do I have any intentions of doing so. My mother though keeps on trying to exert control though whatever meaningless BS ways she can. With each version of DMSI it has been slowly removing this fear of her and I think she has noticed. I'm starting to resist her little games more and see them for what they are. I thought with finally chewing her out on my way back here she would have gotten the message to quit it but nope. Things were ok for a while but then she went right back to ways of trying to re-exert control over me and quite frankly I am not having it.
Funny how DMSI has made her manipulations so clear to me now whereas before I was just pretty submissive about the whole thing. Also, I was right about my prediction a few months ago about not getting paid back that money I spent on those flight tickets to make sure she got home safely along with my brother. After it was all said and done they just totally forgot about it and just put it on their "tab" which of course they never intend on paying back ever. It has become apparent to me that my family members are toxic (especially my mother) and I need to go out on my own (far from here) and cut these relationships off. They aren't benefiting me in anyway and are actually holding me back. I tried the putting my foot down and hoping the message would be received but it seems it has not. So I have no choice but to cut things off, of which I say good riddance. As a side note, I do have to thank Shannon for this. It was by using 3.2 which prompt me to go to the Philippines which then enabled me to meet a girl who actually does love me and cares for me. After experiencing that for once I was finally able to see that the people who supposedly love me really don't and don't seem to have my best interest at heart.
Now with that said, there is one last thing. I'm guessing this is the TID from 3.3 but its like I don't want to settle. The girl I'm still talking to is cute and highly sexual but now I've been getting these feelings that I want something even more. I seem to want the whole package of very hot but also caring and loving. The current girl is nice and all but its like I want to get the best woman I can. She is open to Threessome though so she might still be open to a polygyny relationship but we shall see. Not sure if this is TID from 3.3 or me trying to resist and mess everything I've gained up but its a feeling I've been getting more and more. I do think it might be TID though. I've noticed with each version of DMSI it has prompted me to grow to different levels each time and each time my preferences in the women I like have changed.
Either way this post is long enough as is. I will post again once something else has come up. Take all!
Right now it seems I have 3 options. The first one is to wait til I finish my TEFL certificate (more on that later) and get involved in that teaching online program I was talking about. With that money all I would have to do is wait a month or 2 until I get all my debts taken care of, buy a new Oneplus 6 which supports dual sim cards so I can get connection in the country of my choice, and then I could move straight to the Philippines (or another country of my choice) soon after. I do like that option quite a lot as that means I could see that girl ,who I am still talking to, fairly often if not every other day.
My second option is to get my TEFL certificate and teach in China for a bit. I found to my surprise that do to high demand and often loosing to English teachers picking Korea instead of China, China has significantly raised its pay and benefits package for English teachers since the last time I checked there. Essentially they are paying 2.1K USD up to 4K USD per month (average local makes only 1kUSD per month), free flight to China, free accommodation (sometimes utilities are included), 3 meals a day, internet access, and lots of times a end of contract bonus. The good thing is they only require a TEFL certificate right now seeing as the demand is so high. I would probably stay there a few years to build up my capital (of which I've remembered a very good way to do that) then move to the Philippines to start my hotel business.
The Third option, which will have me stay here longer, is getting my TEFL cert, waiting to finish my degree, and then move out of the country to have more options of countries to teach English in. Quite frankly this is my least favorite option out of the bunch because I would have to stay in this country longer. Granted, if I go this route I will be able to teach in Korea, Thailand, Japan, or the middle east. I'm very tempted to go the middle east route due to the high pay and the fact that I do find some Arab women pretty hot. So I would be interested to see how DMSI would affect the women there. Mind you I'm aware of the customs there and am not opposed to marriage. I'm only opposed to marriage in countries where the guy can get royally screwed over by the bias divorce courts. I would find this interesting also because in case no one knew Arabs have a "propensity" to look down people of dark skin tone so if I was able to get involved with a girl from there (most likely marriage) then it would kind of show off the power of what Shannon is doing with DMSI in such a cultural climate.
Either way, those are my options at the moment. Option one would be by far the quickest while option three would be the longest. So far I'm only on point. I ended up buying an TEFL online course for only 175 USD which so happens to be during a sell in which they have offered the course for the cheapest they ever have. I sort of owe that to probably LM. Also, even though the course is an 120 hour certificate course I found out that it doesn't really take 120 hours to complete and one person said you could easily get it done within 3 days if you really work at it. Another thing I have to put down US/LM is the fact that I opened the course and without even really thinking about it I got through a good portion of it without even trying and barely taking any breaks. Before this would have been unheard of and usually I would procrastinate. I'm hoping to be done with the course by later this week or early next week then options 1-2 will be easily available to me.
More on the moving thing though. There seems to be 2 prime things motivate this move. The first seems to be I'm just tired of living in American culture and dealing with most Americans in general. Getting tired of the attitudes, rudeness, sense of entitlement, and plain stupidity. Add on top of all that that I live in a state where you have a high amount of feminist, SJWs and soyboys and things kind of get unbearable. I can't tell you the amount of BS I have heard of people trying to get other people fired for simple opinions or guys getting accused of rape with no evidence while everyone believes the chick with , once again, no evidence at all. I actually have one of my co-workers who practically believes (hook, line, and sinker) that there are either no false allegations or very few at all. On top of that, at least from what I think DMSI has changed in me, I just have little time for head games in relationships and I notice lots of women around here play these which just turns me off big time.
The second thing that seems to be motivating this is related to something Thor had mentioned (btw Thor thanks for that encouraging PM you sent). Quite frankly my family members are controlling (mainly my mother) and don't respect me at all. My father is controlling but I don't have worry about him since hes in Texas and I haven't spoken to him in almost a year nor do I have any intentions of doing so. My mother though keeps on trying to exert control though whatever meaningless BS ways she can. With each version of DMSI it has been slowly removing this fear of her and I think she has noticed. I'm starting to resist her little games more and see them for what they are. I thought with finally chewing her out on my way back here she would have gotten the message to quit it but nope. Things were ok for a while but then she went right back to ways of trying to re-exert control over me and quite frankly I am not having it.
Funny how DMSI has made her manipulations so clear to me now whereas before I was just pretty submissive about the whole thing. Also, I was right about my prediction a few months ago about not getting paid back that money I spent on those flight tickets to make sure she got home safely along with my brother. After it was all said and done they just totally forgot about it and just put it on their "tab" which of course they never intend on paying back ever. It has become apparent to me that my family members are toxic (especially my mother) and I need to go out on my own (far from here) and cut these relationships off. They aren't benefiting me in anyway and are actually holding me back. I tried the putting my foot down and hoping the message would be received but it seems it has not. So I have no choice but to cut things off, of which I say good riddance. As a side note, I do have to thank Shannon for this. It was by using 3.2 which prompt me to go to the Philippines which then enabled me to meet a girl who actually does love me and cares for me. After experiencing that for once I was finally able to see that the people who supposedly love me really don't and don't seem to have my best interest at heart.
Now with that said, there is one last thing. I'm guessing this is the TID from 3.3 but its like I don't want to settle. The girl I'm still talking to is cute and highly sexual but now I've been getting these feelings that I want something even more. I seem to want the whole package of very hot but also caring and loving. The current girl is nice and all but its like I want to get the best woman I can. She is open to Threessome though so she might still be open to a polygyny relationship but we shall see. Not sure if this is TID from 3.3 or me trying to resist and mess everything I've gained up but its a feeling I've been getting more and more. I do think it might be TID though. I've noticed with each version of DMSI it has prompted me to grow to different levels each time and each time my preferences in the women I like have changed.
Either way this post is long enough as is. I will post again once something else has come up. Take all!
"I have no use of disciples. Let everyone be their own true follower" - Nietzsche
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