DMSI 3.2

[Oversoul]

First night of playing B tracks. I played 9 loops, for a total of 13 loops yesterday.

Had interesting dreams that I believe will help with my growth.
Some of these dreams involved world rulers and some of the richest people in the world.

Was turned on this morning, but too tired to have sex. Slept an extra two hours.

Something about my body and face that's looking better lately. I see myself and I really like what I see, even the things about my face that used to bother me. SO is also impressed with how I look. Based on how people are responding to me, I would think that they see it, too.

SO said that being around me made him feel like touching me. He began to get an erection just being near me.

I got turned on a few times this morning. I think that I'm starting to get used to that feeling. I'm starting to see it as a sexual energy.

Women continue to be respectful to me. They seem so happy to say hi to me. For the first time in many years, I can see myself making friends with women. I have one female friend as of right now, and I'd like to have more.

I saw a cute guy who I liked in the past. I was impressed wityh him when I was listening to BIATHM, but now I think that DMSI is influencing me to not be impressed with him. It's like I almost feel that I'm too good for him. I feel bad saying this because I really do like him. Maybe I'm just friend zoning him.

I also saw that annoying man that I think Confusion sent over to try to hook up with me, as a way of degrading me without having to do it himself. I mentioned this is my BIATHM journal. He said hi to me, but I ignored him. I felt like I had done the right thing. In the past, I would have at least said hi to him.

Girls that used to be hotties to me look ugly now too. lol