Actually I'm sure of my reasons why I want to run TLAM, but I did not explain fully for personal reasons. Sorry about that!
When I wrote "I do not know why", I meant that E2 has a built-in mechanism to have you continue it until you reach the goals or something along these lines. Since I still have room for improvement, I did not know why I would feel so strongly to start TLAM.
Things definitely improved a lot using E2 and admittedly it is the toughest sub I've ever done. I am not abandoning it for good, just that this period I really need to lend the powers of TLAM. I also have MLS 4G and plan to use both alternately after I have used TLAM for a while.
In fact, it did cross my mind if my commitment to E2 wavered because it was a gift rather than purchased with my own money. So I intend to purchase E2 (get my skin in the game) and get commited to meet the listening goals and bash through more demons.
So now, TLAM. Since I started on it I've had the weirdest dreams LOL.
I dreamed of 3 people, and I know them. One person I was reprimanding, one person who was filled with gratitude for me and the third person I forgot because I did not record this down when I remembered the dream.
I dreamed of a snake. A really big one, coiled itself against the pillar and appear to hang from the ceiling. The tongue was long and poisonous. It did not hit me (the tongue) but it hit my kid's eye. It wasn't bad surprisingly, just a swollen eyelid and the doctor could fix it.
When I wrote "I do not know why", I meant that E2 has a built-in mechanism to have you continue it until you reach the goals or something along these lines. Since I still have room for improvement, I did not know why I would feel so strongly to start TLAM.
Things definitely improved a lot using E2 and admittedly it is the toughest sub I've ever done. I am not abandoning it for good, just that this period I really need to lend the powers of TLAM. I also have MLS 4G and plan to use both alternately after I have used TLAM for a while.
In fact, it did cross my mind if my commitment to E2 wavered because it was a gift rather than purchased with my own money. So I intend to purchase E2 (get my skin in the game) and get commited to meet the listening goals and bash through more demons.
So now, TLAM. Since I started on it I've had the weirdest dreams LOL.
I dreamed of 3 people, and I know them. One person I was reprimanding, one person who was filled with gratitude for me and the third person I forgot because I did not record this down when I remembered the dream.
I dreamed of a snake. A really big one, coiled itself against the pillar and appear to hang from the ceiling. The tongue was long and poisonous. It did not hit me (the tongue) but it hit my kid's eye. It wasn't bad surprisingly, just a swollen eyelid and the doctor could fix it.
