EPHRA

[Greenduck]

I broke my commitment. I am on TLAM now.

I feel very compelled to start TLAM now, and return to EPHRA at a later time. I do not know why, but I think my subconscious knows better.

Seek for why you want to do TLAM.

It might probably be because I am making some major financial decisions during this period...

To me it sounds like resistance. You are not even sure why you want to runt TLAM. There is no better time than now to work on your healing.

You last post you described things that have changed and really got better, if you want more of that you should continue, but it seems that you hit some un-easy things to face and you fled to some other subliminal instead of dealing with them.