06-19-2018, 04:46 AM
Tuesday june 19th 2018:
I went to the gym and I have to report some stuff.
- sharp eye contact with a milf in her 40s (happened twice and I pussied out)
- When I was ready with leg press exercises I walked to the bench press and there were two cute girls. She instantly locked insane eye contact with me. I looked back 1 sec and I pussied out again. LOL
I think they are islamic girls and here in Europe you have to watch out because the islamic guys are watching over those girls. That girl could be a cousin from other guys. The mate guarding with those islamic girls is insane. So I don't want any troubles, and went on to do bench press / dumbbell press exercises.
- The eye contact happened 4 times with the same islamic girl. She was beautiful.
- Another cute girl with a great ass locked two times eye contact with me. I didn't look back.
I've noticed that when I'm on a long streak of NOFAP I can easily hold that eyecontact. My sexual energy is drained due to fapping/porn etc. So I have to build momentum. So far so good. Girls are interested.
I'm feeling good about myself. I can look in the mirror again and not be disgusted. I walk straight, like a confident man. So this is already a really good start!
I think i'll be approaching girls within 4-6 weeks or so. If I keep doing this it will build insane momentum and the urge to talk to girls and getting their numbers.
I went to the gym and I have to report some stuff.
- sharp eye contact with a milf in her 40s (happened twice and I pussied out)
- When I was ready with leg press exercises I walked to the bench press and there were two cute girls. She instantly locked insane eye contact with me. I looked back 1 sec and I pussied out again. LOL
I think they are islamic girls and here in Europe you have to watch out because the islamic guys are watching over those girls. That girl could be a cousin from other guys. The mate guarding with those islamic girls is insane. So I don't want any troubles, and went on to do bench press / dumbbell press exercises.
- The eye contact happened 4 times with the same islamic girl. She was beautiful.
- Another cute girl with a great ass locked two times eye contact with me. I didn't look back.
I've noticed that when I'm on a long streak of NOFAP I can easily hold that eyecontact. My sexual energy is drained due to fapping/porn etc. So I have to build momentum. So far so good. Girls are interested.
I'm feeling good about myself. I can look in the mirror again and not be disgusted. I walk straight, like a confident man. So this is already a really good start!
I think i'll be approaching girls within 4-6 weeks or so. If I keep doing this it will build insane momentum and the urge to talk to girls and getting their numbers.
