06-07-2018, 01:25 AM
(This post was last modified: 06-07-2018, 01:26 AM by AsIGotHitByACar.)
(06-06-2018, 09:28 PM)Benjamin Wrote: I definately think because of those fears that E2 would be alot better, but I can see you're using V1 for the moment to prove it to yourself.
It takes time, especially if you have deeper truama and such.
I can't justify using one of the paid subs until I've felt something from a free one. As a student, it's just not money I can be throwing around until I am convinced it is working on me. It was my understanding that the free EPRHA is perfectly good for this, though it remains to be seen as I approach a month into using it. It feels like my last hope though at this stage - what else is going to help me change my way of thinking after all the aforementioned therapies have failed on me?
I used to dismiss my trauma and always think that many more people were less fortunate than me and that I need to just get over myself. I would even think this in my teens when my dad used to take his anger out on me, even to the point of me being hysterical with fear. I guess in hindsight it's easy to see where it all went wrong.
