04-10-2018, 05:33 AM
(04-09-2018, 07:10 PM)Tesla Wrote: It's been a wild past few days.
I won't get into too many details as I don't intend for this to be a robust entry, but I wanted to check in with you guys so you know where I'm at with this program.
I'm currently on day 29:2 - Caveat is, the past two days I wasn't able to run the program just because of how busy I was. I started it back up again today though at the same time I usually always do (10:30 AM, while working and focused on something). I'm doing the FLAC version of Trickling stream, which I found to be the better option for me because the sound pattern is consistent and relaxing. Ocean Surf has it's loud moments, and super quiet moments, and as result can hear some static-y type sounds in the background which I assume is the program.
So, that being said: Recently received a raise and a bonus at the job starting this paycheck, so pretty stoked about that.
Currently surrounded with a variety of women that I'm building rapport with, and having sex with. I'm currently working on building intrigue with new prospects I've meet over the past weekend and week, setting up dates, and two or three girls who are actively chasing me. I went to a convention recently and had professional shots done of me in various outfits. Hell of a good time; danced at a rave.
On NoFap day 189
Things are going pretty well so far I'd say.I'll admit, I may have peeped at some porn for maybe like a couple of minutes here and there, but it doesn't trigger me at all to make me want to Fap. I don't condone watching porn regularly but it does get me riled up and generates sexual energy.
Some of the hiccups I've been experiencing is, I'll have moments where I'll catch myself fidgeting with or biting my nails. I noticed that mostly earlier today. It's a habit I've been working on kicking, and was doing really well for a couple of months but it has started back up again recently.
But, I mean- There has to be merit to this so far. A girl went from hating me to literally telling me her job is to keep my balls drained and stomach full.
I have exactly the same experience with porn. Gets me bothered and vibing, but no desire to release at all.
