Transcendent Sith Lord's DMSI 3.3 D Journal

[DarthXedonias]

"Not Caring": Hmm originally, I was worried about this and still might think this might be a issue that might need to be addressed but I'm starting to look at it from another perspective. As in maybe the reason I'm finding this so weird is because we have been indoctrinated as men by society at large to be the ones always interested in sex and the ones that always have to pursue. It could be said to some degree in a relationship that the one that cares the least is usually the one that has the most power because they can leave at anytime and not think about it much after all where as the one that cares the most has a harder time leaving a bad deal. Its seems to help you with not putting up with BS, time wasters, or drama queens either because your not that invested in the first place so you don't have much to lose. Though I do feel this does need to be properly calibrate because as I'm seeing it right now it might cause the aura not to snipe that many women because you just don't care.

I think this part is at least partially an effort to self sabotage.

Thanks for weighing in on this because I've been confused for the last week as to if this was self sabotage or not. I mean the fact that it was causing women not to be sniped made me think it was resistance but I wasn't sure. In away I guess this should be good news as in that this means that I'm right there close to executing in a way. The fact that its pulling the plug on desire itself probably tells me that if it didn't do that then it would have no way to stop women from being sniped according to the script. It can't resist the rest of the script so it went for any sexual desire towards women to begin with to sabotage the whole thing.