02-29-2012, 06:30 PM
The combined resistance from ASC and US bring up memories of me being afraid and failing to act in situations which could have changed my future for the better. Thinking about these past failures creates sadness at first but then the sadness turns into anger...at myself. I keep asking myself "why didn't I say something? Why did I procrastinate? Why didn't I act? Why why why why???" It has made me realize that the only thing in this world that has truly ever held me back was...myself. Yes, others had an influence but at the end of the day it came down to me. This has motivated me to do better in my life and take advantage of my opportunities which have increased courtesy Ultra-Success
It's like everytime my mind and body try to sync up and reach complete self-confidence some kind of fear or insecurity will bubble up and set me back. I've yet to maintain that near constant state of complete self-confidence. I feel as if my subconsious has its back against the wall and the final battle is approaching within the next week or so. I think Tiesto was right, in the time it's taking waiting on the Alpha Set it only makes sense to just put on some subliminals and improve myself in other areas.
Everyday I continue to become more and more motivated to finish 90 days of this combo just to see how I turn out once it's completed. According to Shannon, 90 days is the point at which long term effects will be acquired from single stage programs. If so, it's going to be very liberating to have a permanent confident demeanor and a success driven mindset along with continous manifestation. Bring ON APRIL 16!
It's like everytime my mind and body try to sync up and reach complete self-confidence some kind of fear or insecurity will bubble up and set me back. I've yet to maintain that near constant state of complete self-confidence. I feel as if my subconsious has its back against the wall and the final battle is approaching within the next week or so. I think Tiesto was right, in the time it's taking waiting on the Alpha Set it only makes sense to just put on some subliminals and improve myself in other areas.
Everyday I continue to become more and more motivated to finish 90 days of this combo just to see how I turn out once it's completed. According to Shannon, 90 days is the point at which long term effects will be acquired from single stage programs. If so, it's going to be very liberating to have a permanent confident demeanor and a success driven mindset along with continous manifestation. Bring ON APRIL 16!
