Transcendent Sith Lord's DMSI 3.3 D Journal

[DarthXedonias]

Only a few days til release but there has been some bad stuff come up.

I don't know what is going on but I'm starting to get the "fear" again. Last night I was on the internet again and thinking about the release of 3.2 and if I might achieve the goals of the program. Almost immediately I start getting this almost paralyzing fear again. It like this idea of, "I need to run something else, I don't think I should run this (3.2) for a while". I just sat still and tried to calm myself down and unlike last time this lasted for about 2 hours. I woke up today quite a bit better but I still feel this lingering fear and compulsion to run something else at times. I don't know what is going on with this. This is the 3rd time I have experienced something like this but its the strongest one yet. Just have to make sure I keep on track, wait til release, and not doing something stupid like running another sub (mainly it was pushing to run 3.1 even though I know for a fact that I have reverse resisted that to hell at this point).