Post-Part 1 of MLS
Stop Masturbating, Day 4 of 7+,
I might jump back to MLS sooner than 7 days lol. Just cause it'll be fun to jump back into it.
I had my acting class. Afterward, I stopped by Walmart and picked up an electric shaver and Argan oil of Morocco shampoo and penetrating hair oil. I used both of them once back home and the results have been great. Hair is very nice, and my unruly beard-in-progress is much more stable and looks like an actual beard.
EDIT: The 18-year old from my class is paying me no mind. Technically speaking, I'm unattractive to young, beautiful women, given that none of the women towards whom I feel attraction feel the same way towards me. It doesn't matter how much I tell myself that I'm an attractive man, the evidence just does not reflect it. I do get plenty of looks from much older women, and the attraction starts from women over 30.
I've had a quasi-final sugary meal before I stick to a low/no sugar diet with no cheat days. This is a part of my detox, as a way to improve my gut flora, digestion, and absorption. Based on the white covering on my tongue that frequently appears, I seem to have a yeast overgrowth, which loves sugar. Coconut oil does help, but probiotics is good, as well as good yeast, sea kelp, and L-glutamine. The diet will be there to help prevent flareups in my gut, which would undo my detox efforts, but then I will introduce these supplements to get my gut working properly.
Stop Masturbating, Day 4 of 7+,
I might jump back to MLS sooner than 7 days lol. Just cause it'll be fun to jump back into it.
I had my acting class. Afterward, I stopped by Walmart and picked up an electric shaver and Argan oil of Morocco shampoo and penetrating hair oil. I used both of them once back home and the results have been great. Hair is very nice, and my unruly beard-in-progress is much more stable and looks like an actual beard.
EDIT: The 18-year old from my class is paying me no mind. Technically speaking, I'm unattractive to young, beautiful women, given that none of the women towards whom I feel attraction feel the same way towards me. It doesn't matter how much I tell myself that I'm an attractive man, the evidence just does not reflect it. I do get plenty of looks from much older women, and the attraction starts from women over 30.
I've had a quasi-final sugary meal before I stick to a low/no sugar diet with no cheat days. This is a part of my detox, as a way to improve my gut flora, digestion, and absorption. Based on the white covering on my tongue that frequently appears, I seem to have a yeast overgrowth, which loves sugar. Coconut oil does help, but probiotics is good, as well as good yeast, sea kelp, and L-glutamine. The diet will be there to help prevent flareups in my gut, which would undo my detox efforts, but then I will introduce these supplements to get my gut working properly.
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