10-29-2017, 07:15 PM
Day 80,
I finally ordered 10/11 detox items. The 11th has to be phone ordered. It was cheaper than expensive, but the phone-ordered item is pretty costly, so it will likely bring it to the estimated amount.
This morning, I woke up at my cousin's house. We (her, her boyfriend, and I) went for sushi and watched the first few Jackass movies the night before. I drove back to my city. I'm weirdly proud of myself about the fact that I didn't want to attend my acting classes (3 to 7pm) as I was arriving to the city. But, I attended and hung in there. These classes made me realize how much I've improved, and the road for improvement has been laid out before me.
Been practicing guitar this evening, but my playing has gotten sloppier and slower. I can't wait to see what my guitar playing will be post-detox. We'll find out.
Here are my expectations from my detox:
- First, better guitar playing; my brain being able to process playing speed;
- Higher sex drive and more interest towards women;
- Better complexion (it's been pallid these past few days);
- More motivation towards my goals, and higher productivity to meet them;
- Less need for sleep, and greater amounts of energy;
- Higher receptivity to subliminals, given that my own biochemistry is not resisting the suggestions;
- Higher levels of joy and satisfaction;
- Higher IQ and cognitive ability; little to no brain fog or writer's block;
- Better beard due to getting more nutrition into my body.
Again, let's find out what happens. This is an intensive intervention, so I trust that it will make a difference.
I finally ordered 10/11 detox items. The 11th has to be phone ordered. It was cheaper than expensive, but the phone-ordered item is pretty costly, so it will likely bring it to the estimated amount.
This morning, I woke up at my cousin's house. We (her, her boyfriend, and I) went for sushi and watched the first few Jackass movies the night before. I drove back to my city. I'm weirdly proud of myself about the fact that I didn't want to attend my acting classes (3 to 7pm) as I was arriving to the city. But, I attended and hung in there. These classes made me realize how much I've improved, and the road for improvement has been laid out before me.
Been practicing guitar this evening, but my playing has gotten sloppier and slower. I can't wait to see what my guitar playing will be post-detox. We'll find out.
Here are my expectations from my detox:
- First, better guitar playing; my brain being able to process playing speed;
- Higher sex drive and more interest towards women;
- Better complexion (it's been pallid these past few days);
- More motivation towards my goals, and higher productivity to meet them;
- Less need for sleep, and greater amounts of energy;
- Higher receptivity to subliminals, given that my own biochemistry is not resisting the suggestions;
- Higher levels of joy and satisfaction;
- Higher IQ and cognitive ability; little to no brain fog or writer's block;
- Better beard due to getting more nutrition into my body.
Again, let's find out what happens. This is an intensive intervention, so I trust that it will make a difference.
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