Day 61,
Oh yeah, I didn't mention that a deer clipped my car yesterday. No damage to my car, but the deer was limping. A hunter guy called his friend to finish him off and collect the meat. I didn't witness that part, since I had to drive to work.
Had an okay day at work today. After using a few of those suppositories, I pass a bowel movement every two hours or so. Each time, I feel better. The first time, I saw a few stringy things sticking out; honestly, they might have been worms/parasites. I started feeling raw sexual desire and some relief in my gut. It's hard to explain.
I got two more of the essential oils I ordered, so I made more of these suppositories. Good god, they're pungent. I don't intend on using this forever, so once I clean out my system, I'll start using.
I'm also starting a salt water detox tomorrow morning; I got pink Himalayan salt in the mail today. It's a simple add-in to your day.
I went to the gym and ran into the girl that I freaked out a few weeks ago. I explained that I blanked, and made a fool of myself. She basically kept saying "ok." and gave one word answers. I took that as my cue to leave shortly after going up. I won't try anything else and will only see if she's interested once I start using DMSI.
Oh yeah, I didn't mention that a deer clipped my car yesterday. No damage to my car, but the deer was limping. A hunter guy called his friend to finish him off and collect the meat. I didn't witness that part, since I had to drive to work.
Had an okay day at work today. After using a few of those suppositories, I pass a bowel movement every two hours or so. Each time, I feel better. The first time, I saw a few stringy things sticking out; honestly, they might have been worms/parasites. I started feeling raw sexual desire and some relief in my gut. It's hard to explain.
I got two more of the essential oils I ordered, so I made more of these suppositories. Good god, they're pungent. I don't intend on using this forever, so once I clean out my system, I'll start using.
I'm also starting a salt water detox tomorrow morning; I got pink Himalayan salt in the mail today. It's a simple add-in to your day.
I went to the gym and ran into the girl that I freaked out a few weeks ago. I explained that I blanked, and made a fool of myself. She basically kept saying "ok." and gave one word answers. I took that as my cue to leave shortly after going up. I won't try anything else and will only see if she's interested once I start using DMSI.
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