10-04-2017, 04:46 PM
Day 54,
Last night, I bought a few essential oils. I'm going to follow through on the detox stuff, bit by bit.
At this time, I strongly believe that I'm going through a subliminally-induced detox. No real sex drive, stomach turning, metallic smelling stool, different smelling body odor.
I went to the gym, thinking that I would see the girl I bumbled in front of last week. I saw a girl that vaguely looked like her, and I wasn't completely sure. Later on, she was talking with two bigger guys, and she was laughing and having a good time. While she was leaving, she and I crossed paths; then, we made eye contact and I realized: "Oh, shit, it WAS her!" And she was gone. She knows who I am, so I could always go back next week.
Last night, I bought a few essential oils. I'm going to follow through on the detox stuff, bit by bit.
At this time, I strongly believe that I'm going through a subliminally-induced detox. No real sex drive, stomach turning, metallic smelling stool, different smelling body odor.
I went to the gym, thinking that I would see the girl I bumbled in front of last week. I saw a girl that vaguely looked like her, and I wasn't completely sure. Later on, she was talking with two bigger guys, and she was laughing and having a good time. While she was leaving, she and I crossed paths; then, we made eye contact and I realized: "Oh, shit, it WAS her!" And she was gone. She knows who I am, so I could always go back next week.
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