09-27-2017, 05:43 PM
Day 47,
Yeah, well it isn't perfect. I just had a major fuckup at the gym (but I wouldn't have been any better without this session).
Very cute girl working out alone near the end of my workout; so good looking, that this small group of guys moved to a machine a little closer in order to be within 15 meters. I didn't feel any arousal or anything in particular towards her, but I had the hunch that I should talk to her.
I walk up and say "I don't know you, but I wanted to meet you." and I introduce myself. She smiles and says her name. So here's where I fucked up. I wanted to be witty and say something like: "I felt bad because everyone is here in groups and you're hear alone, so I thought I'd keep you company." But, I wound up fumbling my words, A LOT, and it ultimately came out as: "so why are you here alone?" What the fuck? I don't think she was freaked out, but it was definitely weird. I kept fumbling, and ultimately said: "I'm a little tongue-tied", then I excused myself. I walked towards the locker room, and I crossed paths with her, walking quickly. I really hope she didn't think I was trying to kidnap her.
Gosh, I got to figure this stuff out.
Yeah, well it isn't perfect. I just had a major fuckup at the gym (but I wouldn't have been any better without this session).
Very cute girl working out alone near the end of my workout; so good looking, that this small group of guys moved to a machine a little closer in order to be within 15 meters. I didn't feel any arousal or anything in particular towards her, but I had the hunch that I should talk to her.
I walk up and say "I don't know you, but I wanted to meet you." and I introduce myself. She smiles and says her name. So here's where I fucked up. I wanted to be witty and say something like: "I felt bad because everyone is here in groups and you're hear alone, so I thought I'd keep you company." But, I wound up fumbling my words, A LOT, and it ultimately came out as: "so why are you here alone?" What the fuck? I don't think she was freaked out, but it was definitely weird. I kept fumbling, and ultimately said: "I'm a little tongue-tied", then I excused myself. I walked towards the locker room, and I crossed paths with her, walking quickly. I really hope she didn't think I was trying to kidnap her.
Gosh, I got to figure this stuff out.
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