09-24-2017, 08:23 PM
Day 44,
I had my two acting classes today. They went pretty well. I volunteered to go first, and I rushed through my on-camera opportunities. It's okay, because I got to watch everyone else have their turns. Then, the audition technique class was good; the teacher had us doing improv. My partner, a decent looking single mom, set up the scene as though we were going to make out on stage. I resisted because I wasn't sure she was seriously looking for a smooch. In any case, I offered for us to rehearse sometime this week. She agreed and gave me her number.
Earlier in the day, I saw myself on camera, and I look huge. I've just taken my shirt off right now, and I'm becoming jacked without even trying. Not in a lean way, but sort of a yoked way. Sure, it's the day after my cheat day, so that might have to do with it. But, generally, I don't eat all that much during the week. And my weight has been dropping. On the other hand, I found out that the scale at the gym is off. But the number it registers has been going down.
I'm planning on running another 100 Day Challenge for the remainder of the year. They are really learning-focused, and music-focused, with some emphasis on my other goals, because I want to improve these elements fast. I'm wondering what MLS 5.5G can bring. I've been using some version of MLS for the past year, and I've not made amazing progress in the elements of my voice that I want. The challenge will end on January 3rd, 2018 if I start tomorrow morning, which I very likely will.
I had my two acting classes today. They went pretty well. I volunteered to go first, and I rushed through my on-camera opportunities. It's okay, because I got to watch everyone else have their turns. Then, the audition technique class was good; the teacher had us doing improv. My partner, a decent looking single mom, set up the scene as though we were going to make out on stage. I resisted because I wasn't sure she was seriously looking for a smooch. In any case, I offered for us to rehearse sometime this week. She agreed and gave me her number.
Earlier in the day, I saw myself on camera, and I look huge. I've just taken my shirt off right now, and I'm becoming jacked without even trying. Not in a lean way, but sort of a yoked way. Sure, it's the day after my cheat day, so that might have to do with it. But, generally, I don't eat all that much during the week. And my weight has been dropping. On the other hand, I found out that the scale at the gym is off. But the number it registers has been going down.
I'm planning on running another 100 Day Challenge for the remainder of the year. They are really learning-focused, and music-focused, with some emphasis on my other goals, because I want to improve these elements fast. I'm wondering what MLS 5.5G can bring. I've been using some version of MLS for the past year, and I've not made amazing progress in the elements of my voice that I want. The challenge will end on January 3rd, 2018 if I start tomorrow morning, which I very likely will.
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