Stage 2, Day 5,
I drove up to the city; 6 hours drive. I bring all of my equipment to downtown; but it's so incredibly packed and busy (it's Canada Day) and they're shutting down buskers. So, I spend a bit of time there, and I eventually head back. Then, it started pouring.
I left a little discouraged; I saw so many people who were in groups and with their attractive partners. I seem to have missed the mark with certain things; I have an abysmal social life, romantic life, and career. And this is at 25 years old. Even areas that I have worked at extensively has been decaying, and it feels like my singing voice is still miles away from what I want. Some kids figure this out at age 12. I feel like something is off.
I drove up to the city; 6 hours drive. I bring all of my equipment to downtown; but it's so incredibly packed and busy (it's Canada Day) and they're shutting down buskers. So, I spend a bit of time there, and I eventually head back. Then, it started pouring.
I left a little discouraged; I saw so many people who were in groups and with their attractive partners. I seem to have missed the mark with certain things; I have an abysmal social life, romantic life, and career. And this is at 25 years old. Even areas that I have worked at extensively has been decaying, and it feels like my singing voice is still miles away from what I want. Some kids figure this out at age 12. I feel like something is off.
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