The Land of Milk and Honey (DMSI Journal)

[K-Train]

So interesting to look back at this journal and compare how I was feeling a month ago to how I'm feeling now. Well, for starters I took a few days to run MHS 3G due to ear health which has always been an issue however thanks to some intervention on my end, has gotten better. You'd think that taking a week off wouldn't derail my results that much since by that time I'd put in a good number of days on V3.1 but it did.That IDGAF feeling hasn't returned like it once was. It might be there slightly but no where near as strong.

I guess the program has effected some of my business related fortune as I was able to secure a second job that's waaaaay more chill than my first one. Second, I've been refocused on studying and proceeding to the next level academically. Third, thanks to my new job, I'm working out more and attempting to return to the same shape I was way back when I ran track in high school.

Been reading the reports from Shannon and others...I guess my subC is trying to execute but it's really dragging its heels. It sucks because I felt I was close to finally getting external results but it seems I'm going to have to go back to the old ways until DMSI final. I am happy to see other guys having fun so cheers to you guys. Hopefully we'll all get there.

****

Okay sidebar: I wrote all the above then went back again and re-read my journal once more...WTF!? Damn, something just ain't adding up here man...