Transcendent Sith Lord's DMSI 3.3 D Journal

[DarthXedonias]

Sarge: Yeah, I don't understand whats happening really. I'm more outgoing and extroverted than I've ever been and its like instead of being able to reach the end goal of the program I'm getting the exact opposite. I will get the IOIs but then when I try to push forward with taking it somewhere they automatically change their minds or something.

I had this destroying manifestation too so you are not the onl one everytime it seems to get somewhere stuff like you mentioned happens

Yeah, with my LDS target there was literally one time she stalked me across campus (2 weeks ago) yet over the weekend when I tried to take it somewhere she ghosted me and then today she acted like nothing ever happen. I admit I am getting really discouraged honestly and I know that's the point. If what I believe is true it feels like when one of these "events" happen that derails everything It starts to regenerate those old beliefs yet again so it feels like i'm back at square one. I start feeling the anger towards women and how they try to treat me like crap coming back to the surface. That's why I'm not interested in running this version at least anymore. Whats the point in running it if my subconscious has "access" to some magical button that can cause something to happen that will reset all my progress back down to zero. I will just have to wait til 3.2 which I assume will be much stronger and probably keep this from happening. Until then I will definitely run MLS once it comes out. I've spent an entire year focused on getting women and sex and I feel like I could have spent that entire time increase my financial standing, social standing and prestige. So, now I'm just going to focus on myself and not on women as much until 3.2 comes out. Though I admit I am tempted to try a AYP just to see if that produces less resistance for me. We shall see though.