Day 69
Slept late and woke up late at 2 pm and my bro or sis id remember suddenly told me that my cousins are coming and they arrived in like 15 mins and I wasnt afraid to face them but it was because of Shame. See I have acne scars and it has ruined my self esteem and it makes me very self conscious. I am just not able to face them.
I did a little experment and tried to talk to my cousins and the emotion I was feeling was Shame. I just wanted to hide my face . I kept looking in the mirror. But I tried my best to talk to them and I did but it was very short conversation. While I was talking to them I was hidding my right cheek so that they wont be able to see it. Still in the end one of my cousin asked about them and told me that he also sufferred from it at some time.
Few days ago I was taking Vita C tabs 1000mg daily and it did help alot but I am out of those now..so must buy and start taking those again...Damn these Scars.
Slept late and woke up late at 2 pm and my bro or sis id remember suddenly told me that my cousins are coming and they arrived in like 15 mins and I wasnt afraid to face them but it was because of Shame. See I have acne scars and it has ruined my self esteem and it makes me very self conscious. I am just not able to face them.
I did a little experment and tried to talk to my cousins and the emotion I was feeling was Shame. I just wanted to hide my face . I kept looking in the mirror. But I tried my best to talk to them and I did but it was very short conversation. While I was talking to them I was hidding my right cheek so that they wont be able to see it. Still in the end one of my cousin asked about them and told me that he also sufferred from it at some time.
Few days ago I was taking Vita C tabs 1000mg daily and it did help alot but I am out of those now..so must buy and start taking those again...Damn these Scars.
