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Overcome Fear-5G - Zane - 01-28-2017
I choose this sub because I do think I have fears that I am not aware of and I think running this sub will give me an edge and will lay a better foundation in future for other subs...
Also according to Shannon "Fear" is the cause of resistance.So I am gonna run this sub as long as I can.Lets see what happens
These are some post I like so.. Have fun reading them.
Shannons Post Related To "Fear"
Link: http://subliminal-talk.com/thread-8313-post-154653.html#pid154653
Link: http://subliminal-talk.com/thread-6984.html
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Link: http://subliminal-talk.com/thread-8313-post-157104.html#pid157104
Link: http://subliminal-talk.com/thread-8313-post-156444.html#pid156444
Link: http://subliminal-talk.com/thread-1538-post-25529.html#pid25529
Link: http://subliminal-talk.com/thread-4754-post-61136.html#pid61136
Link: http://subliminal-talk.com/thread-8313-post-157104.html#pid157104
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Other Overcome Fear Journals
Link: http://subliminal-talk.com/thread-5966.html
Link: http://subliminal-talk.com/thread-7085.html?highlight=fear
Link: http://subliminal-talk.com/thread-5444-post-74311.html#pid74311
RE: Overcome Fear-4G - Zane - 01-29-2017
Today I went outside and did a lot of work and I am so exhausted. I feel as if I have finally done something today.
When I woke up this morning I tried to fap but I was like.. Nah.. and lost interest.. This has never happened before and also I noticed something the way I look at girls.... It's too soon to say anything its been only one day...
RE: Overcome Fear-4G - Zane - 01-31-2017
Today i did nothing and was home all day.. But my younger brother came and started complaining and asked me to stop playing the sub because for past three days he is getting angry alot in college and he says he is not able to control his anger...He said that if I don't stop playing the sub... He might kick someone's ass. Hahaha.. It was funny the way he said that..
RE: Overcome Fear-4G - Zane - 02-01-2017
Started talking to random people...Only small talks.
RE: Overcome Fear-4G - Zane - 02-02-2017
Was feeling somewhat depressed and then I was feeling angry and then was feeling anxious and afraid.
RE: Overcome Fear-4G - Bliss - 02-02-2017
(02-02-2017, 04:30 AM)Zane Wrote: Was feeling somewhat depressed and then I was feeling angry and then was feeling anxious and afraid.
I've had a couple of rough days too man. This sub is not the most gentle, thats for sure.
RE: Overcome Fear-4G - Zane - 02-03-2017
For past two days I have been feeling depressed, angry.
Old memories where I was afraid of authority figures are coming back and It making me angry. If only I wasn't afraid of them I would have kicked their asses...
Yesterday some guy asked me to note down his phone number and Idk I got scared so I went inside(isn't have my mobile) and sent someone else with a mobile to note down his number. So Yes.. Its anxiety.
It's really strange how slowly your mood changes. One day you are like a Lion and after some time you start behaving like a sheep and when you look back you are like WTH happened?
I have started eating fresh fruits.. I mean I just started.. This makes wonder.. was I also afraid of fruits? LMAO
One more thing ever since I have started listening to OF-4G sub.. I have started taking Librium 10mg.. Its a drug for anxiety. It was prescribed to me by my psychiatrist a year ago,but I stopped it. Now I only take it when I feel anxious... Nothing regular so don't worry guys.
RE: Overcome Fear-4G - Zane - 02-04-2017
Today I surprising woke up real early. In fact two hours early. I did read somewhere are after few days of running this sub one requires less sleep...One thing I have noticed that I have no idea how days are passing by... Before running this sub every day and every hour would pass slow slowly that It would eat me alive from inside.. Now it's like... Passing by so fast.. Also even if I would fap I doesn't effect me much.. I am still active and high..
I think choosing this sub was one of the best decisions I have ever made..
RE: Overcome Fear-4G - Zane - 02-05-2017
Right now I feel as if I should beat the crap out of someone..
RE: Overcome Fear-4G - Zane - 02-06-2017
Man today I met a girl and I said something I shouldn't have... I feel bad. I am gonna apologize to her asap.
I have never apologized to a girl before Idk how I am gonna do it but will do my best..
RE: Overcome Fear-4G - Zane - 02-07-2017
Today I have been awake for 24 hours and watch "Gotham All Day". I usually don't like much today and I am not much high either. I guess it's a phase and it will pass.
Younger bro is getting frustrated that I am playing OF-4G.. Keep on telling me to stop playing it cause it makes him tired so he went out of his room... It did made me angry a little but it's his loss.. I think he's just scared of change..
Only if he knew.. I already warned him about this a week ago.
Also he won't sleep with me in the same room anymore while I play the sub. I play the sub at midnight till morning.. From 12 to 9 am
RE: Overcome Fear-4G - Zane - 02-08-2017
Dreamt of Earthquake and flooding and as soon as I woke up I googled it and found out.
Earthquake Dream Interpretation-> The earthquake is a powerful dream symbol because the anxious emotions that it stirs in you while the earthquake is happening in the dream.Earthquake usually symbolizes major shake up that is threatening your stability and foundation of life.
The flood in your dream->Floods are caused by heavy rain and the melting of snow. Water in any form, including rain and snow, symbolizes emotions. Dreaming about being in a flood is an indication that the dreamer is currently experiencing powerful emotions that may be overwhelming.
So yeah I guess sub it starting to work.
Also Yesterday I had the urge to listen to sub at night only.. That way In my dreams I would be able to know what is really happening.. To my subconscious..
Also I like dreaming(who doesn't) so that's also one of the reason I did change the timing
RE: Overcome Fear-4G - Zane - 02-10-2017
Today I was dreaming that all my teeths have fallen...I googled it and it was all related to "fear" some serious work is happening here.
https://www.google.co.in/search?espv=2&biw=1920&bih=940&q=dream+of+teeth+falling+off&oq=dream+of+teeth+fa&gs_l=serp.1.1.0l10.1427.1883.0.3722.2.1.0.1.1.0.139.139.0j1.1.0....0...1c.1.64.serp..0.2.143.3ryqK0j3oX8
Today I went to give my mobile to service centre . It has been broken for about 8 months and due to social anxiety I didnt had the guts to go out. I also talked to one guy,he started the conversation and in the end he laughed. It was a small talk .I also talked to the lady.
Also I am hearing alot of "Thank You"...Whats that all about?
RE: Overcome Fear-4G - Zane - 02-11-2017
Fapped today and I slept all day and did nothing productive and even skipped my meal.
Good thing is that I have gone 4 days of nofap.This time I wasn't that much afraid of relapsing. In these past 4 days I was productive.
I used SM-4G sub for 2 months and it was my second run but still I could not make any progress.. It took me really long to realise that the sub isn't working cause Fear was rejecting the change. Now I am damn sure that after using this sub for about 2-3 months other subs will work like a charm..
It wasn't Only SM-4G but IYGSH-4G wasn't also working properly
Fear is the root of all the problems,Shannon was so damn right...
This is one of the most underestimated sub here.Everyone should try this.