12-17-2011, 08:51 PM
I'm in this rut and it feels like I'll never get out! Dammit Stage 5. Or I should say dammit Shannon. You must have some dirty tricks up your sleeve for this because It's been resistance the whole way through. My socializing is at an all time low and so is my role play sarcastic flirting as well as general happiness. It's so wierd becuase it's like.. why is it like this? Sure I was stressed out but It's just wierd to make conversation with others now.. and I was expecting by now to be approaching new people and socializing. NEVERtheLess I've decided to try out the socializing subliminal with another (maybe ASC) after SM because being single and having no friends gives me a perfect opportunity to just go up to people and talk to them. Also I've just been questioning my existence this whole stage. It's starting to get annoying. I need to stop complaining to. All in all it feels like I've taken 1,000 steps back and it feels like I'll never get anywhere. Stage 5 doesn't fuck around.
"To love completely and hold onto nothing-that is the only freedom." -David Deida
"If at first glance it may appear too hard, look again. Always look again." - Unknown
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"If at first glance it may appear too hard, look again. Always look again." - Unknown
If you would like to get in touch with me, please send me an email.
