Tense and agressive. My game better then previous realized.
I actually begin to develop a strong desire to connect at all which is huge for me yet a painfull something. Going to the deep end. Im really questioning alpha and feeling at this point. No wonder I want to cry again at this point. It feels pretty intense as an deep build up. Being genuine caring.
Had tye same a couple of days ago where certain music makes me feel certain ways. A good cry would be great.
Also, when watching actors they do cry at times in series. Yet its about owning ut and not be ashamed about it. No matter what. It feels...lonely. good stuff as it does gives me something badass in my own sense. Guess im integrating things.
Edit1: Im so euphoric its not even funny, like my mind is somewhere else and my body oozes sexiness and rawness. other part of me is aloof, very professional. Nofap is really hitting off this time. Im feeling totally badass and just plain old wild, rebellious and seductive, conquering the world shit, and its only ever improving, increasing an growing strongly. somethign tells me that this sub can go way more strong, like extremely more. I have no clue how far this sub can bring me in this ultimate being of myself.
Ultimately, game is more then women and women dependent. Its like hacking the matrix at this point in all, deepening, style, abundance. Like fun unattached. Its making tests and shit irrelevant and rather a dance or some shit.
I actually begin to develop a strong desire to connect at all which is huge for me yet a painfull something. Going to the deep end. Im really questioning alpha and feeling at this point. No wonder I want to cry again at this point. It feels pretty intense as an deep build up. Being genuine caring.
Had tye same a couple of days ago where certain music makes me feel certain ways. A good cry would be great.
Also, when watching actors they do cry at times in series. Yet its about owning ut and not be ashamed about it. No matter what. It feels...lonely. good stuff as it does gives me something badass in my own sense. Guess im integrating things.
Edit1: Im so euphoric its not even funny, like my mind is somewhere else and my body oozes sexiness and rawness. other part of me is aloof, very professional. Nofap is really hitting off this time. Im feeling totally badass and just plain old wild, rebellious and seductive, conquering the world shit, and its only ever improving, increasing an growing strongly. somethign tells me that this sub can go way more strong, like extremely more. I have no clue how far this sub can bring me in this ultimate being of myself.
Ultimately, game is more then women and women dependent. Its like hacking the matrix at this point in all, deepening, style, abundance. Like fun unattached. Its making tests and shit irrelevant and rather a dance or some shit.
The trials you encounter will introduce you to your strengths. - epictetus
