12-13-2011, 12:36 PM
Day 39 on custom ASC. Lately I've been ill, which might have had an effect on my level of confidence however I also decided to reduce the heavy exposure I was getting and drop down to 4-6 hours a piece for ASC and Luck Magnifier. This morning was one of those mornings where my confidence was sky high and my ego was raging like a mofo. I went to the loung area and the vibe in there felt a little melancholy, but I really didn't care. For the past 2 months, that area seems to be rife with negativity and there are some people there I really don't f*ck with. Today, I felt "right above" and let none of the negativity around me get to me. These are the days where ASC coats me in a suit of armor, and it's almost impossible to lower my self-esteem.
I've been using the Gamma track for the past 3 days, 30 minutes per day, and it's definitely aided me in my ability to focus, which is a definite plus with finals this week. I'm having a hard time (once again) pinning down what Luck Magnifier is doing. I have a bunch of conscious desires, so it's hard to focus on one. I'm interested in using one of the Perfect Lover subs however my last run thru taught me that I need at least a month and a half to fully dedicate to a manifestaion and with school restarting in about 3 weeks I doubt that's going to be possible.
I've been using the Gamma track for the past 3 days, 30 minutes per day, and it's definitely aided me in my ability to focus, which is a definite plus with finals this week. I'm having a hard time (once again) pinning down what Luck Magnifier is doing. I have a bunch of conscious desires, so it's hard to focus on one. I'm interested in using one of the Perfect Lover subs however my last run thru taught me that I need at least a month and a half to fully dedicate to a manifestaion and with school restarting in about 3 weeks I doubt that's going to be possible.
