Seems I re-dissociate and yet it is being unrooted. thinking about the whole of this, how depression and dissociation are now hit upon makes me lol hard.
Had also a realisation today about having references and this also causes me to go back in time. They seem to move in the background most of the time, like not sticking at all, as soon as I do have this re-realisation, its making me aware of being abundant once again, its behaviour dictating/altering.
Language is a strong thing, defining your reality and how you speak to yourself, others and self image. Think NLP.
every otyher thing is also flooding back. mission, launching products, branding, to obsessive proportions. fuckling force of nature and authentic as fuck. Its like a high of life, of being determined and a brutal force. No longer will I sit down, no longer will this be moved out of my awareness. Its the fucking dusk and dawn.
Sudden anger purge towards feminism, SJW bullshit and the such also surfaces. As I am reading the Book of Pook, I am agreeing with lot of it, like its knowledge flowing to me. I am realizing how I am my own resource in this, how authenticity is a fluid something. Also, nature. Nature as being the sum of a whole ( because, why not? )
Had also a realisation today about having references and this also causes me to go back in time. They seem to move in the background most of the time, like not sticking at all, as soon as I do have this re-realisation, its making me aware of being abundant once again, its behaviour dictating/altering.
Language is a strong thing, defining your reality and how you speak to yourself, others and self image. Think NLP.
every otyher thing is also flooding back. mission, launching products, branding, to obsessive proportions. fuckling force of nature and authentic as fuck. Its like a high of life, of being determined and a brutal force. No longer will I sit down, no longer will this be moved out of my awareness. Its the fucking dusk and dawn.
Sudden anger purge towards feminism, SJW bullshit and the such also surfaces. As I am reading the Book of Pook, I am agreeing with lot of it, like its knowledge flowing to me. I am realizing how I am my own resource in this, how authenticity is a fluid something. Also, nature. Nature as being the sum of a whole ( because, why not? )
The trials you encounter will introduce you to your strengths. - epictetus
