Im all for sexual liberation, for releasing, and this at times feelslike a drag, like, AM stirrs all kind of stuff up about it. Having some profound realisations al around in terms of frame, business, mindset and abundance. Becoming self made is the priority and this leaks over and makes it in return unstoppable. I do feel in a way, expression is huge, "instead"of being cold hearted. There is passion in this to be found. already back on no-fap and this in return will bring my edge back, aswell as my social disinhibition. Im feeling damn seductive with a grin on my fcae. Not needy yet appreciating. Also, have a sort of sense of a glorious end of this journey.
Libido already coming up. will incorporate cardio again to bring up and raise up stamina, cardio vascularity and drive. Also, got a date. I still do face some little quirks in terms of playing safe, which is a big acknowledgment aswell as a red thread as of now.
also, mbracing the yes mindset, oppurtunities are litterally everywhere and this is now realized which is a great feeling, its so Obvious, its almost tragic lol. being on 24/7. and ofcourse, this will cause a snowball effect of sentiment, expression and even love. A rather elevated sense of love, assuement and confidence, like suprapersonal stuff. there is a shit-ton of passion behind those walls, its mindblowing. I just going to bathe in it.
edit; start to feeling those breakdown feelings that I had before in stage 5 I believe. its highly personal in a way, yet almost some sort of mourning what I do expereince. confusing as fuck. finally acknowledging some part of me, like, some sort of long lost part of mine. Also, I dont have to be perfect at all ( ouch ), attraction = attraction. more in a way of authenticity. im starting to become human.. I'm even willingly letting it purge, wash over and indulge in this right now.
Authenticy tend to be an evolving something. Its like, as soon as I proclaim "fuck the world"I get centred. Like loads of bagage just falls off from me. being actually in this world even. some connection with myself, its clear and Obvious as day. Its the authenticity thats beneath the surface that keeps piercing through the whole of garbage. again, lots of pua shit is still present.
Libido already coming up. will incorporate cardio again to bring up and raise up stamina, cardio vascularity and drive. Also, got a date. I still do face some little quirks in terms of playing safe, which is a big acknowledgment aswell as a red thread as of now.
also, mbracing the yes mindset, oppurtunities are litterally everywhere and this is now realized which is a great feeling, its so Obvious, its almost tragic lol. being on 24/7. and ofcourse, this will cause a snowball effect of sentiment, expression and even love. A rather elevated sense of love, assuement and confidence, like suprapersonal stuff. there is a shit-ton of passion behind those walls, its mindblowing. I just going to bathe in it.
edit; start to feeling those breakdown feelings that I had before in stage 5 I believe. its highly personal in a way, yet almost some sort of mourning what I do expereince. confusing as fuck. finally acknowledging some part of me, like, some sort of long lost part of mine. Also, I dont have to be perfect at all ( ouch ), attraction = attraction. more in a way of authenticity. im starting to become human.. I'm even willingly letting it purge, wash over and indulge in this right now.
Authenticy tend to be an evolving something. Its like, as soon as I proclaim "fuck the world"I get centred. Like loads of bagage just falls off from me. being actually in this world even. some connection with myself, its clear and Obvious as day. Its the authenticity thats beneath the surface that keeps piercing through the whole of garbage. again, lots of pua shit is still present.
The trials you encounter will introduce you to your strengths. - epictetus
