Yes. Still things coming up. Overal I am.pleased with the results and what comes up even if it is hard at times. It will be interesting as to where my run will bring me. Even in stage 6 stuff comes up that is somewhat hard to deal with.
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ION, lots of buttdisplays from some girls. I dont care in ways yet am wondering how much non neediness is helpfull in this. Had 3 leads going on with 1 already fizzling out a bit. The one who says she is hard to get and like people to chase yet says about other guys they try to hard. Confusing me a bit. Reason to run DMSI is this. I want it to work and escalation blocks to lift with oppurtunities thrown at me. Its all great being aloof yet action wise is sort of blocked still. I honestly feel rejecting by not being escalating when then oppurtunity arises in front of me. I have this abundance going on yet makes me passive.
Im drunk right now. So this might add to it in ways. Im all dominant and shit, locking eyes yet didnt pull the trigger when women throw their asses at me or even when not pulling the bullet. I expect women to blatantly get physical. Thats what I expect in being alpha. Like getting physical on me. ( bit like frosted wrote in his journal )
Also, jelousy and hurt when sudden having flakes going on. Like it really put me in a negative state tbh and feel I concern to much about it
Realizing IOIs hitting like craaaazy. The girl of a friend of mine now gets all touchy feely hand on my leg and stuff. Its like abundance all over again. Pls let this sense really last solid. I sooo love and want it. Damnnn.
Makes me also realize the maturity thing. Im.really mature and stoic at times fully solid and NGAF. to much of a 'meh' kind of thing. Like dont care. To kuch being a spectator instead imof participating
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ION, lots of buttdisplays from some girls. I dont care in ways yet am wondering how much non neediness is helpfull in this. Had 3 leads going on with 1 already fizzling out a bit. The one who says she is hard to get and like people to chase yet says about other guys they try to hard. Confusing me a bit. Reason to run DMSI is this. I want it to work and escalation blocks to lift with oppurtunities thrown at me. Its all great being aloof yet action wise is sort of blocked still. I honestly feel rejecting by not being escalating when then oppurtunity arises in front of me. I have this abundance going on yet makes me passive.
Im drunk right now. So this might add to it in ways. Im all dominant and shit, locking eyes yet didnt pull the trigger when women throw their asses at me or even when not pulling the bullet. I expect women to blatantly get physical. Thats what I expect in being alpha. Like getting physical on me. ( bit like frosted wrote in his journal )
Also, jelousy and hurt when sudden having flakes going on. Like it really put me in a negative state tbh and feel I concern to much about it
Realizing IOIs hitting like craaaazy. The girl of a friend of mine now gets all touchy feely hand on my leg and stuff. Its like abundance all over again. Pls let this sense really last solid. I sooo love and want it. Damnnn.
Makes me also realize the maturity thing. Im.really mature and stoic at times fully solid and NGAF. to much of a 'meh' kind of thing. Like dont care. To kuch being a spectator instead imof participating
The trials you encounter will introduce you to your strengths. - epictetus
