My dreams are very vivid and start where waking life "ended". Fell asleep last night and had mental images going on with me looking from inside through bodily eyes with a piercing and supraconfident look. The externals seem to be way obvious like some dissonance. Feeling more congrugent then ever tho by accepting the catching up.
Its way much more then just feeling good, feeling good takes a backseat and somethign else take over. screw limiting beliefs, they serve nothing but imprisonment.
Having multiple leads make me feel more calm and assured. In a way, ego gratification is being stripped away, like getting a high from it is not the way to go about this, being self sufficient is going to extreme Heights. being self sufficient and self validating. The female attention I got is easy, and its easy to get 3 leads extra like nowadays, and Im starting to grow very dominant and strong in this, also NGAF, yet, needing women to feel good is a mousetrap. Its still chaser mentality. It does calm me to know i have options in a more tangible way and puts things in perspective about it, like, making a to big of a fuzz. definitely something shifted, not to mention, the experience fo yesterday and then diggin g me, carried over in my dream vivid ad fuck. Also, I had blue eyes in my dream, while in the waking world ( I loooove this analogy, thank you universe! ) I have amixture of brownish and green, like a blend of my father and mother.
Dont underestimate. Power is mine.
Its way much more then just feeling good, feeling good takes a backseat and somethign else take over. screw limiting beliefs, they serve nothing but imprisonment.
Having multiple leads make me feel more calm and assured. In a way, ego gratification is being stripped away, like getting a high from it is not the way to go about this, being self sufficient is going to extreme Heights. being self sufficient and self validating. The female attention I got is easy, and its easy to get 3 leads extra like nowadays, and Im starting to grow very dominant and strong in this, also NGAF, yet, needing women to feel good is a mousetrap. Its still chaser mentality. It does calm me to know i have options in a more tangible way and puts things in perspective about it, like, making a to big of a fuzz. definitely something shifted, not to mention, the experience fo yesterday and then diggin g me, carried over in my dream vivid ad fuck. Also, I had blue eyes in my dream, while in the waking world ( I loooove this analogy, thank you universe! ) I have amixture of brownish and green, like a blend of my father and mother.
Dont underestimate. Power is mine.
The trials you encounter will introduce you to your strengths. - epictetus
