02-21-2017, 01:42 PM
Just a few days into stage 6 and tiredhits are very strong. When out and not playing the sub I'm feeling absolutely king, social and holding eye contact for prolonged time. Lots of IOIs around yet its normal. Im growing stronger into 10 mindset and understand relations in this. More obvious signs aswell in the attraction department, including reasons and communications of other people as how they dress. Hacking the matrix kind of stuff. Im aware of undercurrents and restrains are dissolving whom which I struggled with in stage 5.
Some more stuff is brought up when the sub is playing and it drives me back against the wall. So much changes I feel it in my body. When not playing autopilot takes over more easily and quickly. Rapid self image of feeling like a sex king. In for the thrill. Its inevitable attraction like I AM the world in which to fall. No longer scarcity. Abundance of prospects. Lots of women standing close in my vicinity to the point of body against body.
I do now notice something possibly big which is energy stuff. Its an gravity like pull like a solid magnet coming from the centre of my body. I have a growing interest aswell in these matters. It does clear up things for me and makes me more uninhibited. Something becoming more obvious. Also energy field around me almost acting independently.
Pretty strong moodswings overal. Way less affected with stuff but also easily to anger me when it does. 0 bs tolerance. Being affected/bossed around is a matter of allowance. My look makes them back off simultaneously. Very composed when people talk to me. Not really as if it passes me, but rather staying congrugent and solid like today.
No longer playing their rules. Sacrifices will be probably made in terms of environment like closing of chapters. Inevitable urge to fly high and free from current things. Allow. I know what it is to take the decision. Doing so will be a huge impact, huge abundance at the same time in all areas. I know for one 'loss' lots of new things are to gain and easily can replace it. Fear prolly which expresses strongly online aswell. Writing this does bring me down.
To nice for my taste still.
Already have DMSI in mind to run next aswell as AM refresher at some point.
Some more stuff is brought up when the sub is playing and it drives me back against the wall. So much changes I feel it in my body. When not playing autopilot takes over more easily and quickly. Rapid self image of feeling like a sex king. In for the thrill. Its inevitable attraction like I AM the world in which to fall. No longer scarcity. Abundance of prospects. Lots of women standing close in my vicinity to the point of body against body.
I do now notice something possibly big which is energy stuff. Its an gravity like pull like a solid magnet coming from the centre of my body. I have a growing interest aswell in these matters. It does clear up things for me and makes me more uninhibited. Something becoming more obvious. Also energy field around me almost acting independently.
Pretty strong moodswings overal. Way less affected with stuff but also easily to anger me when it does. 0 bs tolerance. Being affected/bossed around is a matter of allowance. My look makes them back off simultaneously. Very composed when people talk to me. Not really as if it passes me, but rather staying congrugent and solid like today.
No longer playing their rules. Sacrifices will be probably made in terms of environment like closing of chapters. Inevitable urge to fly high and free from current things. Allow. I know what it is to take the decision. Doing so will be a huge impact, huge abundance at the same time in all areas. I know for one 'loss' lots of new things are to gain and easily can replace it. Fear prolly which expresses strongly online aswell. Writing this does bring me down.
To nice for my taste still.
Already have DMSI in mind to run next aswell as AM refresher at some point.
The trials you encounter will introduce you to your strengths. - epictetus
