stage 6 day 1
Im already confused and pretty much hitting resistance. Every little thing is ticking me off. My mood and feelings/emotions are all over the place, like some switch has been flipped on. I seem to remember more aswell. Many thoughts surcfacing around harshness to myself, about many other things that are fleeting but are rooted in social ways, including sex. I feel in ways locked away, harsh on myself and turning myself down, aswell as under-estimating myself strongly, like I lost all my courage and will.
Nofap definitely plays a role. Just feeling miserable, depressed, lashy, frustrated. Allowing myself to feel, can launch me further. Its as if I'm new and not used to the upcoming feelings as it is coming. |I feel teary but empty, hollow but anxious, good, driven, yet frustrated.
I AM in a different place tho which is great.
Im already confused and pretty much hitting resistance. Every little thing is ticking me off. My mood and feelings/emotions are all over the place, like some switch has been flipped on. I seem to remember more aswell. Many thoughts surcfacing around harshness to myself, about many other things that are fleeting but are rooted in social ways, including sex. I feel in ways locked away, harsh on myself and turning myself down, aswell as under-estimating myself strongly, like I lost all my courage and will.
Nofap definitely plays a role. Just feeling miserable, depressed, lashy, frustrated. Allowing myself to feel, can launch me further. Its as if I'm new and not used to the upcoming feelings as it is coming. |I feel teary but empty, hollow but anxious, good, driven, yet frustrated.
I AM in a different place tho which is great.
The trials you encounter will introduce you to your strengths. - epictetus
